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Spontaneously written many many years ago and never revised, my poetry was a form of therapy when life was very ‘challenging.’ I share just six of them with you to show that no matter how bleak the situation, if you keep your feet on the ground and your eyes on the stars – and trust, you will eventually come to the surface and life will become easy again. Promise! June Kidd.

 

SURVIVAL

Must I forever grind

under the pain of anticipation,

the malignant growth of fear

that night intensifies.

To lie and wait

when there is no beginning

to the end

that starts the perfect day.

J.K.

 

THE FIGHT BACK

Twisting mercurial turning,

retrograde steps on an ice cold slab,

sinking depths of a tumbling mind

seeking its lair in the moldering earth

where expectation and secret thought

will rot into oblivion.

So, taste conformity, smell restriction,

sense the delicate grip

that primly sucks the optimism of youth.

But guard your soul

for if it becomes ‘conditioned’

then you deserve to die.

(Notice the defiance at the end. This was a challenge to myself.)

J.K.

….

SOMETIME

Some time

when the world has turned into the distance,

when we no longer need to justify,

then we will have acknowledged our death.

 

And the rhetoric of mornings past

will sing an everglade hymn

to fat jowled priests

whose delivery of regular prayer

ensures that their virtue will never know

the agony of premature movement.

 

So it will be for fat grey fish

motionless

just out of reach in mountain pools

to wonder

at the uncertainty of love.

J.K.

 

THE END OF A LIFE.

I could not conform to the uniform sobbing.

Dread, only for a moment stirred echoes of the dark.

The misery seemed like a sudden night,

as fears joined like gatherings mists

and backs sought the walls of caves

for comfort and protection.

 

I could not conform to the uniform sobbing

but I took your soul to dance with mine

through the long grass.

 

Did you sense it?

Did you feel the sun on my face,

my outstretched hands

gathering life-giving rays

to quench the thirst of your fear?

 

I would not weep and add to your burden,

so I took your soul to dance with mine

in the yellow morning light.

 

I gave you the freedom of that spring morning,

the wind in my hair, earth cool to the touch,

a body light with youth, twisting soft circles of memory.

 

I could not conform to the uniform sobbing

but I went to the fields

and the gifs I laid at your sick-bed

were the joys of my life.

J.K.

 

MEMORIES

The wedding was a hollow –

a pressure of expected joy.

She stood inside the dress

and watched confetti die…

J.K.

 

HOW LONG…

I longed for the time – a definite year.

I asked for the date –

the date of the ending

the change to not wanting

the peace of not needing

a time without feeling

a dullness to aching

the numbing of longing

the draining of passion

of empty emotion –

to kiss with detachment and feel no vibration –

like a timeless succession of waiting for nothing…

 

But my volatile form is soft with blue edges

and needs the fulfillment of aching and longing

and needing and giving

in laughter and loving

again and again and again…..

J.K.

This is the end of my ‘therapeutic’ outburst of  poetry.

Time had moved on and I no longer needed it.

 

OBSERVATIONS

Soft rain kissed the tear stained cheek

as comely, ample breasted clouds

squeezing stranded sunlight,

had welcomed the flowering of the woman.

 

Screened in summer leaf – each full moon magnetic,

she had copulated the dance with the newly turned earth,

searching memory for that lost ecstasy.

 

But winters cloak had ravaged skin,

twinning the aging with smudged colour

running tired creases of disdain

from thin red lips.

 

Soon, tortoise neck will stretch

and tired eyes engulfed in tissued skin

will open – guarded.

The defiance in her gaze

already denying the climaxing of her days

as she hooks, with scarlet talons,

lumps of cake in afternoon tea shops.

 

By Dr Paul Barker BSc MBBS DRCOG FRCGP UCDipPalMed

Jack’s Treehouse in the woods (After Frost)

Whose house this was last year or this? For feathered exhibitionists. Set where the silent Sika run, And made by Jack my first-born son. You made this house in childhood, Set deep within the Robin’s wood. You will not see who now resides, Or watch the Nuthatch court his brides. But I still know our …

 

Sophie’s made from Stardust

‘Why do you stand so silently?’ my darling Sophie said.
‘It’s because I have so little room that’s left inside my head’.

You see my Sophie’s made from stardust she has Jupiter Arising,
Accelerating briskly through her own event horizon.
That’s why I stand so silently and watch the soaring constellations,
And in my head the tingling of celestial vibrations.

She numbered stars with cobalt gaze at the galaxies nativity,
And spun the very firmament in a haze of creativity,
The Celeste in my celestial, The E in MC Squared,
She’s ranged around the universe, boldly gone where none have dared.

‘And yet you still stand silently’ my darling Sophie said,
But you’re the author of this universe the Lachesis of this thread!

 

All things in their Season

There’s a thicket in the dark wood that the sunlight never sees,
Where stands a copse of Sycamores, a Parliament for trees,
Who swore an oath to Royal Oak, by leaf and by their root,
They’d find a tree that bore for him the single perfect fruit.

The news spread through the forest on the wing and by the beak,
To a small and stunted scrub tree, who was ugly, old and weak,
The wind ignored this lost old tree and no-one knew the reason,
Why her leaves turned sunward as she said ‘all things but in their season’.

The catkins of the Aspen took a fluttering ovation,
Whilst the Lebanon Cedar’s ‘honeypot’ received a commendation,
The Cobnut and the Chestnut were considered close contenders,
Whilst the Greengage and the Pear tree were dismissed as smug pretenders.

And whilst the Parliament of Sycamores made their deliberation.
And the great woods and the mighty boles await their declaration,
An ancient, stunted Scrub tree with faltered leaf and wizened root,
Presented to the Royal Oak her single, perfect fruit.

And the news spread through the treetops from Alder to Sequoia,
A mighty, shaking, soughing voice the first true Woodland choir.
The Royal Oak spoke his decree, now all trees know the reason,
In each of us that perfect fruit, and all things but in their season.

Dr Paul Barker BSc MBBS DRCOG FRCGP UCDipPalMed

 

FOG…

Here the fog is as matted as Sophocles beard,

And it skulks in the yard like a dog,

And Vinny the stockman confides he’s a-feared,

For the ewes are unused to the fog.

Where the picketpost fencing has long given way,

To the blackthorn and bracken and moss,

And there’ll be no more work in the forty today, 

For men who are forming the fosse.

And the Rowaand Aspen and Chestnut and Birch,

Are muffled like elderly men,

And the wedding bells quiet in Kimmeridge church,

Till he opens the skies once again.

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